Only truly secure when enfolded
in the night's tender embrace,
Only completely aware when my eyes
Probe the black blanket above,
Only when locked the arms of the moon
Am I able to sit back and relax,
Allow each of my barriers to fall from my mind,
So that I may see what I've hidden even from me.
Now I am able to sort through the thoughts,
Discard those pointless wonders
And dwell on the jagged edges.
Only when I am safe, may I be vulnerable
Be that beside my lover
Or under the eyes of the midnight skies.
Realizations that I've managed to keep at bay
While shielding my thoughts at day,
I can no longer keep from penetrating my
Midnight Confession by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Midnight Confession
Surrounded by a silence
So loud
That my ears are screaming.
A defensive mist of personal shadows
Has us
Shrouded from society's prying eyes.
Restrained tears swim in my tired eyes
Darkening them
To an enchantingly black abyss.
Pale trembling lips, held between my teeth,
Desperately try
To form the words clashing in my mind.
Tumultuous, violent, and scared
Scattered wits
Become incoherent attempts at speech.
There is a sense of urgency growing
Deep inside
Of the place called a soul.
Which was once thought to be
So hollow
And now is brimming to the point of spilling.
Staring out over the midnight landscape,
Rather than
Supposed to be. by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Supposed to be.
forgive me
my friend
my thoughts have wandered yet again
bringing me back to a place
where i would be made to face
all of the problems ive tried to erase
with my heavy heart on a string
and my soul wrapped into a ring
it's all i can do
to keep my focus on you
forgive me
my love
my thoughts were carried far
on the snowy wings of the peaceful dove
about your smallest finger i find
my viens to be twined
and in your stony fist
resides the memory of when ast we kissed
snatching me from the sky
to bury me in the blackest lie
Forgive me
my darling
my lover
my friend
i no longer seem to know
which way to go
I've thrown mysel
Laying in the high spring grass
with my hands behind my head,
and my eyes locked on the silver orb
known to the world as the moon,
I can't help but let my thoughts run free,
wild as the spirit I keep in check,
I wonder, almost in passing,
as lovers are wont to do,
if as I stare at the floating disk,
somewhere, somewhen,
are you gazing there,
thinking of me, loving and missing me,
craving me,
are you idlely laying
with your hands out stretched
to someone your mind knows is not there
but your soul hopes is near
to the point of pain,
Are staring down the sky,
pretending to be where that
someone lies,
as I am you?
Naked as Truth by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Naked as Truth
This world is hateful,
A place of struggle and strife,
Where lies are blackening the skies,
Humanity polluting the beauty,
As all stand behind self inflicted veils
Created in a false need to hide.
You skulk about the night,
Are you so afraid of seeing light?
Each and every one of you,
Shrouded in your fake smiles
And so lost in your deceptions
That I have to wonder,
As I sit backstage and watch,
If even you remember how to breathe
Without the weight of your masks
Or if your eyes recall the vibrance of color.
Walking though this socalled life
All of you in your own worlds
With your own designs and pains,
Never realize that n
This is a feeling
I'd hoped was long gone.
How stupid of me
to presume
all tears had been shed.
such a tender age I'm at,
or so I'm told,
not quite seventeen,
explain to me this tenderness,
that I have yet to see.
homes can be broken
so many different ways,
how many ways is mine?
seventeen in may
with no recollection of childhood
and a terrible bone deep
fear
of being home.
what makes a home?
a place where they have to take you in,
or somewhere with your kin?
No.
home's a place where the heart can rest,
Where the soul can nest.
have I none?
crying my eyes red,
as I stand in the shadows,
watching
my house fall abou
poetic rantings by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
poetic rantings
Soul broken with tiny lines
heart lost amid the anger
body scarred beyond recognicion
starry eyed not with love
wracked with tremors not from a touch
beaten into oblivion
shoved over that same damn cliff
over and over and over again
Little girl cries
alone in the web of sharp lies
red streams from milky flesh
fighting with nothing better than nails
blade long broken
sanity long forgotten
continue to shame myself
keep on destroying myself
rending skin from bone
made you leave me all alone
danger to self
demon to humanity
unfit for life
perfect for murder
aye, a murderess hides
in these soft brown eyes
one day
too fuc
Story of a Girl by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Story of a Girl
Conceived in a moment of placating sickness
Kept for reasons barely known
To be born to a home broken before it began
With a mother half way through her teens
Only trying to please her creator
And a father lead by nothing but his sexual drive
Who's love for the mother was threadbare
A child out of wedlock, bastard baby
Little princess on the maternal side and little nothing on the paternal
Too young to notice anything but momma's voice
Wore a dainty white frock for the wedding
with a hand on mommy's newly swollen tummy
a brother, on eyear younger and so much bigger
possesed since birth of a temper rivaled only by strength
Never
Nothing in the Eyes of Earth by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Nothing in the Eyes of Earth
Sitting alone,
Staring out the glass of this fast paced world,
Nothing like this small town girl,
watching the colors blur into one,
Pondering if any of it has even a hint of meaning,
Or if it's all pointless and hopeless…
My mind consumed with thoughts of the hell I live in,
The staring out at the world --
But never feeling as thought I could join,
The gazing out the windows rather than --
Seeing what's inside, nearby,
Closing my eyes instead of --
forcing in the light and the reality,
Repetitive nothingness --
I am nothing in the eyes of the Earth…
Gazing out the window of the old yellow bus,
Head held up by my hand,
Eyes u
my mended heart by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
my mended heart
You are the sweetest thing and you know it,
shyly smiling ot reveal glittering diamonds,
smooth, moonkissed gold, you are pure elegance.
Ah, my little one, you are as feminie as an open rose,
so much more than I will ever be,
with your soft, gorgeous curves.
Yet its not your eye-catching appearance
that causes me to treasure you,
instead I covet what you stand for.
As beautiful as you are, shimmering in the light,
you are so much more than anyone could understand.
a winter gift, given to me by one I adore.
My little lunar heart,
symbol of new beginnings
and of a battle won at last.
Never stop shining,
and I'll never stop smili
Only truly secure when enfolded
in the night's tender embrace,
Only completely aware when my eyes
Probe the black blanket above,
Only when locked the arms of the moon
Am I able to sit back and relax,
Allow each of my barriers to fall from my mind,
So that I may see what I've hidden even from me.
Now I am able to sort through the thoughts,
Discard those pointless wonders
And dwell on the jagged edges.
Only when I am safe, may I be vulnerable
Be that beside my lover
Or under the eyes of the midnight skies.
Realizations that I've managed to keep at bay
While shielding my thoughts at day,
I can no longer keep from penetrating my
Midnight Confession by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Midnight Confession
Surrounded by a silence
So loud
That my ears are screaming.
A defensive mist of personal shadows
Has us
Shrouded from society's prying eyes.
Restrained tears swim in my tired eyes
Darkening them
To an enchantingly black abyss.
Pale trembling lips, held between my teeth,
Desperately try
To form the words clashing in my mind.
Tumultuous, violent, and scared
Scattered wits
Become incoherent attempts at speech.
There is a sense of urgency growing
Deep inside
Of the place called a soul.
Which was once thought to be
So hollow
And now is brimming to the point of spilling.
Staring out over the midnight landscape,
Rather than
Supposed to be. by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Supposed to be.
forgive me
my friend
my thoughts have wandered yet again
bringing me back to a place
where i would be made to face
all of the problems ive tried to erase
with my heavy heart on a string
and my soul wrapped into a ring
it's all i can do
to keep my focus on you
forgive me
my love
my thoughts were carried far
on the snowy wings of the peaceful dove
about your smallest finger i find
my viens to be twined
and in your stony fist
resides the memory of when ast we kissed
snatching me from the sky
to bury me in the blackest lie
Forgive me
my darling
my lover
my friend
i no longer seem to know
which way to go
I've thrown mysel
Laying in the high spring grass
with my hands behind my head,
and my eyes locked on the silver orb
known to the world as the moon,
I can't help but let my thoughts run free,
wild as the spirit I keep in check,
I wonder, almost in passing,
as lovers are wont to do,
if as I stare at the floating disk,
somewhere, somewhen,
are you gazing there,
thinking of me, loving and missing me,
craving me,
are you idlely laying
with your hands out stretched
to someone your mind knows is not there
but your soul hopes is near
to the point of pain,
Are staring down the sky,
pretending to be where that
someone lies,
as I am you?
Naked as Truth by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Naked as Truth
This world is hateful,
A place of struggle and strife,
Where lies are blackening the skies,
Humanity polluting the beauty,
As all stand behind self inflicted veils
Created in a false need to hide.
You skulk about the night,
Are you so afraid of seeing light?
Each and every one of you,
Shrouded in your fake smiles
And so lost in your deceptions
That I have to wonder,
As I sit backstage and watch,
If even you remember how to breathe
Without the weight of your masks
Or if your eyes recall the vibrance of color.
Walking though this socalled life
All of you in your own worlds
With your own designs and pains,
Never realize that n
This is a feeling
I'd hoped was long gone.
How stupid of me
to presume
all tears had been shed.
such a tender age I'm at,
or so I'm told,
not quite seventeen,
explain to me this tenderness,
that I have yet to see.
homes can be broken
so many different ways,
how many ways is mine?
seventeen in may
with no recollection of childhood
and a terrible bone deep
fear
of being home.
what makes a home?
a place where they have to take you in,
or somewhere with your kin?
No.
home's a place where the heart can rest,
Where the soul can nest.
have I none?
crying my eyes red,
as I stand in the shadows,
watching
my house fall abou
poetic rantings by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
poetic rantings
Soul broken with tiny lines
heart lost amid the anger
body scarred beyond recognicion
starry eyed not with love
wracked with tremors not from a touch
beaten into oblivion
shoved over that same damn cliff
over and over and over again
Little girl cries
alone in the web of sharp lies
red streams from milky flesh
fighting with nothing better than nails
blade long broken
sanity long forgotten
continue to shame myself
keep on destroying myself
rending skin from bone
made you leave me all alone
danger to self
demon to humanity
unfit for life
perfect for murder
aye, a murderess hides
in these soft brown eyes
one day
too fuc
Story of a Girl by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Story of a Girl
Conceived in a moment of placating sickness
Kept for reasons barely known
To be born to a home broken before it began
With a mother half way through her teens
Only trying to please her creator
And a father lead by nothing but his sexual drive
Who's love for the mother was threadbare
A child out of wedlock, bastard baby
Little princess on the maternal side and little nothing on the paternal
Too young to notice anything but momma's voice
Wore a dainty white frock for the wedding
with a hand on mommy's newly swollen tummy
a brother, on eyear younger and so much bigger
possesed since birth of a temper rivaled only by strength
Never
Nothing in the Eyes of Earth by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
Nothing in the Eyes of Earth
Sitting alone,
Staring out the glass of this fast paced world,
Nothing like this small town girl,
watching the colors blur into one,
Pondering if any of it has even a hint of meaning,
Or if it's all pointless and hopeless…
My mind consumed with thoughts of the hell I live in,
The staring out at the world --
But never feeling as thought I could join,
The gazing out the windows rather than --
Seeing what's inside, nearby,
Closing my eyes instead of --
forcing in the light and the reality,
Repetitive nothingness --
I am nothing in the eyes of the Earth…
Gazing out the window of the old yellow bus,
Head held up by my hand,
Eyes u
my mended heart by BrokenSapphireGodess, literature
Literature
my mended heart
You are the sweetest thing and you know it,
shyly smiling ot reveal glittering diamonds,
smooth, moonkissed gold, you are pure elegance.
Ah, my little one, you are as feminie as an open rose,
so much more than I will ever be,
with your soft, gorgeous curves.
Yet its not your eye-catching appearance
that causes me to treasure you,
instead I covet what you stand for.
As beautiful as you are, shimmering in the light,
you are so much more than anyone could understand.
a winter gift, given to me by one I adore.
My little lunar heart,
symbol of new beginnings
and of a battle won at last.
Never stop shining,
and I'll never stop smili
Current Residence: somewhere between the present and the past Favourite genre of music: Anything i can lose myself in, or dance to Favourite photographer: Jade Pyro Lightning, Cory Favourite style of art: something that's Dark, Sensual and Natural.. Operating System: XP is the ultimate evil MP3 player of choice: winamp ..eh. Wallpaper of choice: something that represents me Skin of choice: Soft to the touch with a hint of muscle o.o Favourite cartoon character: Luel * Cho Hakki * Chii * Personal Quote: Nothing happends without due cause.
no matter how hard you try to douse it, for my strength far surpasses yours..
""Trust your instincts. The Universe is guiding your life.""
Words to continue fighting...
with a lucky number of twentyfour...
perhaps later on, that number shall finally bring me joy..
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and it threatens to consume me whole... *siles crookedly* i hsould do something with that doncha think? mike'n i got into a sorta arguement 'bout... stuff, so i'm not.. in the.. best of moods. then again im ot in the worst of moods either. im just.. in a mood. yeah, figure thatout. heh. i did nothing but clean the place today... lol my mom gets home and looks at me with the mop and goes "... i could get used to havin you home kiddo.." points out a spot i missed and waltzed out of the living room.. *rolls eyes* dork. we're lookin for dane pups.. but.. when mum was a breeder she pissed off every breeder around by reporting them to the big wi
Shall I pass into the realms of forever alone...
Or will we one day get over what we deny...
And pass into the beyond forever together..
as we should be..
RUFF RUFF RUFF RUFF RUFF RUFF RUFF RUFF AWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lol. KISTAL KISTAL KISTAL!!! I miss you!!!!!!!!! YAY! i get to see the krystil on mondie!!! I dub thee, Serena! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Hey have you ever wanted to be abducted? it looks pretty cool...besides the faling part. Alright well. um...yes im aware this is pointless but...so what! lol.......